I know that God exists. and I KNOW that He loves me, I KNOW this because of how perfect my life is according to His plan for me.
Since I have been home, I have been taking 14 credits of online classes, 2 jobs, planning a wedding, spending time with my family, and still having time to sleep and eat. I am NOT saying my life is easy, I am not saying that I DON'T break down and cry because I am just emotionally and physically exhausted, but I am saying that this is what God wants of me right now!
Lately I have been so blessed to have families seek out for help and other jobs that they need done. and i am so grateful, because one of the families is going out of town for a week and with the help of all of you who are thinking about me, and praying for me, i feel it (: and i am able to have money to save!
I am so grateful for my Heavenly Father, and I am so grateful for my family (birth-family, ward family, friend-family) I appreciate the love and the thoughts, and the help that you are all lending to me (:
If I could leave anything with you today that leaves an impression and leaves you feeling better than when you started reading this blog post it would be this:
God loves all of His children, He is always wanting to bless us and give us things to look forward to in life. If you are going through something hard, or confusing or frustrating, turn to Him, He wants you to ask for help. In Doctrine and Covenants chapter 4 verse 7 it reads "Ask, and ye shall receive; knock and it shall be open unto you. Amen" this verse is saying that if we ask God for things that we need, we will receive it. and like i said earlier, my life is not easy, and things don't happen the way i think they will sometimes, but, He always provides for me, He helps me to get the things I need right when I need them!
I have a testimony of God and His ways, though they are mysterious, and not the way we might like, they are HIS and they are PERFECT. Amen.
